Lyrics from songs that speak to me as an aspie (Part 1)

“Do you think its strange. That there’s a way. Of how you look and how you act and how you think.
Pretend they’re not the same as you”
All My Best Friends Are Metalheads by Less Than Jake

That’s my direct response to my past friends who found my hairstyle in Year 11 and 12 strange with how I had that awesome number two cut with a sweeped emo fringe to go with it the haircut. I loved it and it seems that I didn’t fit the male clique of keeping my the hair trends back then, since I was the only kid in high school in my year level who had this hair-style. I think I might’ve invented the haircut!

“A long time ago, we used to be friends, but I haven’t thought of you lately at all”
We Used To Be Friends by The Dandy Warhols

Pretty self-explanatory but it’s more of thinking of my past friends who stuck around and build me up but decide to give me the silent treatment when it seems they didn’t want to get in touch with me anymore. Also, it’s directed towards my last two ex-best friends where the mate-ship faded over the years; but I’ve gotten over the ex-friendships now since I don’t look back on the past too much.

“When you’re lost out there and you’re all alone. A light is waiting to carry you home
Everywhere you look”
Full House Theme Song

These line of lyrics touched me so much within my heart and soul, it’s told me that it’s okay to feel like you’re alone when you’re out of high school or university and you got no idea where life will take you whatever path you choose.

“I’m bound forever to this house. I can never go beyond that door. I dance alone”
Beloved by Wendy Matthews

Just reflecting on my last relationship which was bogus, and that one girl at high school I really wish was mine forever, but her path was forked and she went to the path of despair and went off the rails and couldn’t stick around in my life no more.